| 024. Tues Jan 5 - 5:14pm |
[Jan. 6th, 2010|02:14 am] |
[Private]
Suspended? Really? But... all he did was fight. He fights all the time.
He'll be back, right? I mean... it isn't even like we're that great of friends anyways. We only went out hung out two or three times. But it was nice... I had fun. I shouldn't be this upset.
But it just feels like every time I start bonding with someone, they have to leave. First Mikhail, then Leon. And... I haven't heard from Gabe in a long time too. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not...
I must be cursed or something. Dad left us. Now anyone who gets close to me is forced to leave too... it must be my fault.
I can't let anyone get close to me...
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| 023. Mon Dec 21 - 6:49pm |
[Dec. 21st, 2009|02:49 pm] |
I'm so glad the pink washed off after my first exam... I rather like being my normal color. And I'm happy that my clothes aren't stained.
[Private to Friends: Alec, James, Penelope, Shelley Devon, Jannika, Dylan, Elendir, Misae, Laura, Logan, Embla, Anya]
UM.... Does anyone know what Gabe likes? Or who he is... Because, he gave me a really sweet awsome pretty thoughtful present. I should give something back, right?
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( Private to self )
( Private to Jannika )
( Private to James )
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| 022. Fri Dec 11 - 6:18pm |
[Dec. 11th, 2009|05:07 pm] |
This week has been interesting strange long...
I think I might pay Alec a visit today before the ball. Which I can't go to... :/
[Private to self]
So... boys... I'm not really sure what this means. I kind of wish Alec were around to explain. Except, I already know what he's going to say.
"WHY WERE YOU HANGING OUT WITH LEON DARNELL? WHY WHY WHY?"
Yeah...
He's really nice though. Surprisingly... Not at all what everyone makes him out to be. I mean, I guess we've had conversations before, but this is the first time I've actually gotten to hang out with him. And he was... really pretty Wednesday. Really really pretty. Is pretty even the right word to use? Though it's still kind of strange why he would randomly ask me to hang out. But I guess I won't think too far into it.
And... Gabe? Who is That was kind of random.
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[Private to Friends: Alec, James, Penelope, Shelley Devon, Jannika, Dylan, Elendir, Misae, Laura, Logan]
So... I think I asked this before, but what exactly defines a 'date'...? Because I think I might have been asked on one? To the ball? Except I don't really think I know him that well... So I don't know why he would want to Maybe he got the wrong person?
Also, Leon has been surprisingly really nice lately. Am I a horrible person for thinking that it's kind of strange that someone who rarely ever talks to me is suddenly nice to me? I mean, it's nice... I like him and spending time with him. But... just kind of weird. Do I even make sense?
I went out shopping today with Leon. Helping other people shop is really fun. Even if Leon doesn't really agree with the clothes I pick out for him. It kind of makes me wish I could go to the ball...
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((OOC: I think Leon and Viktor on Wednesday made a bit of a scene, because that was what Leon wanted, SO... everyone should probably already know/think that something fishy is going on :P)) |
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| 021. Wed Dec 9 - 1:04am |
[Dec. 9th, 2009|02:06 am] |
[Private]
Is it over yet? Can I come out of hiding now? I haven't changed in the last hour... so maybe... maybe I should just sit here until I'm sure that I won't change again.
I don't know what that was. I'm not really sure what was going on. And spending the entire day hiding in the forest naked was not my idea of fun. It's also kind of cold and dark here. I'm glad I have the computer though, even if I don't have any clothes.
I also haven't heard from Alec in a while. I wonder if he's okay? But I can't really check if he is. I'm afraid of hurting him. I'm afraid of hurting everyone.
I can't go back to the room... James would be freaked out.
And then there's that... hanging out today.
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[Private to Logan]
I hate to ask but... would you mind maybe um... bringing me a change of clothes at some time during the day today...?
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How do you know if... you're not a vicious blood-thirsty whatevertheheckIwas... you're no longer sick anymore? |
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| 020. Tues Dec 1 - 4:40pm |
[Dec. 3rd, 2009|12:00 am] |
[Private]
are the rumors true? Jason? Poor Charlotte...
I am so scared. And I can't believe he's really gone. Who would do something so horrible? And to someone so nice.
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[Private to Alec]
Can I come over after work? I just need to make sure you're okay...
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| 019. Mon Nov 23 - 6:09am |
[Nov. 23rd, 2009|10:09 am] |
[Private to Self]
Another Thanksgiving... No family to go home to. No home to go home to... But there is a lot to be thankful for.
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Would anyone like to attend an Idris Thanksgiving dinner? Probably in Mathey common room Thursday night. You don't have to be American to come... |
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| 018. Sat Nov 7 - 8:30am |
[Nov. 7th, 2009|03:22 am] |
So, apparently there's this mundie book series, Harry Potter? I've just finished reading the first book, and it's cute nice. Apparently it's been very popular in the mundie world. I miss out on so much...
I wonder what it's like to be able to fly on broomsticks? I imagine it'd be uncomfortable... |
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| 017. Thu Oct 15 - 12:01am |
[Oct. 14th, 2009|08:39 pm] |
Funny... I don't feel any older.
Why do it call it sweet sixteen anyways? Or is that just an American thing? |
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| 016. Sat Oct 3 - 10:40am |
[Oct. 3rd, 2009|05:40 am] |
I am rather glad that is all over. It was fun though! And didn't end up badly at all. For the most part...
Everyone: you did great! I think the show turned out to be a great success. |
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| 015. Wed Sept 9 - 4:31am |
[Sep. 9th, 2009|09:28 am] |
You know what's stupid? Liars. And... uh... prostitutes.
[Private]
I can't believe he made me worry about him! "Don't bother looking for me"? Yeah, don't bother looking for me 'cause I'm skipping class to go have sex with some boy I don't even know. Or like. But maybe him not liking Therians was just a lie. Maybe he's just been running around screwing all the Therians here.
UGH! I don't even know why it bothers me so much...
What's a word for someone who has sex with a lot of people...? I don't think its prostitute.
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| 014. Wed Sept 2 - 9:56pm |
[Sep. 2nd, 2009|09:56 pm] |
You'd better come back safe, Alec...
You know what would be cool? Running away and joining the circus. Or Cirque du Soleil or something, which is more cool than a normal circus. Er, except I don't have the talents for either. Though I could always be part of the freak show.
Actually, it'd be cool just to watch a Cirque du Soleil show.
[Private to Dylan; not posted]
Are you okay? What happened? Do you I heard some |
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| 013. Wed Aug 19 - 4:47pm |
[Aug. 19th, 2009|12:47 pm] |
I can't believe this is all really happening...
[Private to Penelope]
Are you okay? I know you... really liked him. Do you need someone to talk to? Something to eat? Anything at all?
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[Private to Alec]
... Are you doing alright? You didn't really rape him, right?
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[Private to self]
Jason didn't do it. I don't care what anyone says. He was a good person even if Alec kept saying he smelled. WHICH HE DIDN'T. and... I just can't believe this is all happening. None of it makes sense.
Where is Jason? I hope they find him... I hope nothing's happened to him.
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| 012. Sun Aug 16 - 11:50pm |
[Aug. 16th, 2009|12:50 pm] |
I think it would be fun to fly. Not like in a plane or anything, but actually being able to feel the wind in your face. Maybe I should try sky diving or something. Except, it sounds scary to jump out of a plane. What if your parachute didn't work? Maybe something more tame. Like... jumping off a really tall tree or something. Or not.
On a completely unrelated note, the beach was a lot of fun. Thank you to Alec and Elendir for inviting me.
[Private to self]
I felt a lot more connected with Alec this weekend. Things have been kind of rough, especially with what happened Wednesday, but I'm glad they're returning to normal.
Speaking of Wednesday... I'm not sure I remember much of what happened. I just remember waking up Thursday morning with my arms around Alec. Er... and a leg up on his stomach. It wasn't a bad feeling, really. Just a bit embarrassing. I hate how I always like snuggling up clinging onto things when I sleep...
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| 011. Sun Aug 09 - 9:59pm |
[Aug. 9th, 2009|09:58 pm] |
[Private to self]
It's not a date. It's not a date. It's not a date.
So what if it is a date?
Oh my god. What if it is a date?
Shit. It's not a date.
Why the hell would he want to date me?
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[Private to Penelope, Xeno, Dylan, Jason, Kat, C.M., Misae, Shelley, Bella, Catalina]
What would someone see if they were to go to the movies...? Help? I can't choose a movie. I have no idea what's out that's good.
What would Mikhail like...
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[Private to Alec]
If you don't freak out, will you help me choose a movie?
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Suicide or not, the late Prime Minister Gallagher was a good man who accomplished a lot of great things during his lifetime. Officials are looking into his death, but I think right now it is more important to remember him for what he did than to argue over how he died.
R.I.P. Arthur Gallagher |
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| 010. Thurs Jul 30 - 6:20am |
[Jul. 29th, 2009|09:39 pm] |
[Private to self]
So um... I think there was something in the brownies...
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[Private to Alec]
Do you know what it feels like to be high...?
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[Private to Mikhail]
Please tell me I dreamed that...
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| 009. Mon Jul 27 - 1:23am |
[Jul. 27th, 2009|01:22 am] |
Is there a way to become a full-fledged mundie?
[Private to self]
I hate fire...
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| 008. Thurs Jul 23 - 4:22am |
[Jul. 23rd, 2009|05:22 am] |
I'm sorry
[Private to self]
I haven't... slept in a while. I've been avoiding Alec and Penelope too. It's like I'm a zombie.
I shouldn't have run out like that. I should have gone back to explain to him. But I just... the fire. And. That.
I don't know what to do.
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OOC Note: People just see a few scribbles, no actual words. So feel free to comment on the entry. |
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| 007. Wed Jul 15 - 10:00pm |
[Jul. 15th, 2009|02:43 pm] |
Um... yeah...
[Private to self; readable by Penelope]
Shit... Lady Montague? Really? Out of all the parts he could've gotten. Lady Montague? That's like... worse than Montague which I got... really?...
Shit shit shit. |
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| 006. Mon Jul 13 - 9:27pm |
[Jul. 13th, 2009|09:26 pm] |
So um, apparently there's a school play. Who all is auditioning for it...?
[Private to Alec]
Will you go audition with me? |
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| 005. Sat Jul 11 - 2:00am |
[Jul. 11th, 2009|03:10 am] |
I think I'll be doing some cooking in the Mathey common room some time tonight. Say... around 6pm? If anyone wants some food, feel free to stop by.
And I suppose I could try taking some orders. I don't think I'll be able to make anything exotic or incredibly specific though. But you could try asking.
I can't seem to fall asleep... |
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